why is a open talk about sex , love and relationships so underrated

When I was a kid I was searching for a friend,  when I grew up I was searching for love . By the time I turned 13 I was looking for fun . And when i turned 16 I felt less confident.  


Will people like me cus im so rebellious 
Will someone ever fall in love with me 

Does somebody believe in me , cus im so broken yet seeing fancy dreams 

Growing up I never felt loved so I always wished for a lover . But I barely even made contacts , and I definitely didn't have quality friends back then . 


Now I'm a young woman who is self focused , sad and solo . 

I care about my self but ik I cheat myself a lot but I'm working on fixing me . 

I find my skin dull and it's prolly cus collagen decreases with Time . 

Time waits for none . No point in waiting for time . 

Do it yourself,  do it now . 


These days I got more interest in knowing how other humans are . I guess I wanna fall in love , know someone closely,  know how it feels to touch someone and be touched.  
I wanna me more human , want to get some orgasm,  want happy hormones and feelings rush in my blood stress . 

I know outer beauty is reflection of the inside you . 


I'm usually alone , sad and stressed.  I know I need some fun . But to the society it's very unexceptional. 

Happiness & Collagen is all you need for glowing skin and youthfulness 



I wish people encouraged more sex in a healthy way with good protection from men's side . 

I hope people fell in love meaningfully,  I wish people love someone for whom that person is in real . The vision one holds in her/ his mind . The mission he / she wants to execute.  The ambition and idea of living one has in her / his mind . 

I wish people stop going behind cast , skin shade , looks and money . 

I wish people learn to love , care and be kind . 
I wish human kind becomes more human.  

A 16 year old me wants nothing more than real friends who make me a better person.  
Atleast for just not feeling like a loner in this world of 7 billion humans . 


Everyone has a life but not everyone knows how to live . 


Don't take me wrong , 

All I meant to say is I wish people learn to live meaningfully.  

I wish people live a life they will remember in their good books . 

I wish young couples end up in good relationships . I wish young men treat their girl friends with true love and care . 

I wish lovers ask for raw feelings and not nudes. 
I wish people live a realistic life full of hope , goodness , trust , 

I hope people support one another rather than compitition.  

I hope parents kiss their children rather than slapping. 

I hope humans  become more kind , loving and supportive.  


I hope people don't take relations for granted . I hope people start respecting new contacts and bonds of friendship as something really meaningful and worthy   .


Nothing more but I wish to get outta this situation I got myself into . 

janhv
19/11/23



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