102 days of 2026 are gone .

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sometimes I just feel like shit for all i did in my past . I feel like noones gona choose to stay by my side or atleast with me or around me. Ive been feeling kinda lonely ive been feeling kinda guilty. 
Life's been dirty 
I don't wanna control me 
These negative emotions been fluding inme and I'm not guilty .


I'm soft , fragile, sensitive I know 
After the days I've seen I know 
What not to do and what to do 

Not to risk my dignity
Not to risk my emotions 
To save my time 
To save me 



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