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There was this one guy who has 6k+ followers on LinkedIn. Co-founder at connect verse - web3 community at Bangalore.   Texted me on April 10 2025 . Started conversations after I first replied him. We use to have really long conversations until midnight slowly after we Started talking .  He asked really intimate questions and naive me blindly replied . He told me he feels connected to me . He told me I've become emotionally naked to him . Honestly to me it never mattered as I thought he's a stranger so I don't have to care . But the month long conversation . Morning noon night , oh yea he asked me out to be his study buddy and I said yes . But it never went well .  It's 26 of May and I guess I never got to know him. I only revealed myself. Well none of that matters . I  do it most times . I encounter wrong relations. Following are the terms that describe me : "Convenience" — as in “a convenience to others”. "A placeholder" – someone people only keep a...

Been through some Bad shit ?  Sad bitch or Savage  What do you wanna be ?  Wanna seek respect ?  Don't share your sad journey. Your  destination will speak for you .  Wanna be strong in a relationship, Don't share your information, journey, wounds , weakness .  In the end , nothing really matters . Nobody's gonna remember your pain , suffering.  Nah you not gonna highlight that shit ,  Why ? You need sympathy ?  Go ahead do it if it makes you feel better .  But how is it gonna do you any good . Receiving pity from people is no good to a powerful person.   The only difference between a strong and powerful is that all those who are suffering are strong but the ones who get outta that loop are the powerful.  If someone is making you feel like shit and if you felt it . It's cus you let them , there's something called emotional shield 🛡  Don't respect and believe that person's judgment.  Keep yourself warm and c...

Yay I'm getting golder 💃 As a child, I always thought that birthday anniversary was all about party i.e. cutting a sugar saturated cake and binging on junk food and expecting for gifts over which your happiness is gon rely 🤔 🙃 😕.   I say ,  Only you can make yourself feel the feelings you want to . Only you can gift yourself the things you crave for . Never rely on people for happiness.   Objects are not gonna be your gifts in life  You trying to get closer to your true potential  ,You getting closer to your potential heights is the utter present 🎁   Celebrating life means to respect your life , soul , health , intuitive thoughts and yourself and for sure your dreams and goals . The art of working hard to chase your dreams > keeping expectations from people and relying on people for your happiness.  Glow up as you grow up 🏅

Bravery is when you don't rely on people to sync ur mood to things they do .  Q) Why do I obsess over unfinished relationships? The simplest explanation for why people have a hard time moving on after an unfinished relationship is that there was no closure in the relationship. Obsession starts because one feels like there was not an adequate ending, and is often left wondering why it didn't work out as planned . Ans.: Dealing With Repressed Emotions Sometimes when you truly love somebody,  it's better to let them go to allay the misery.  In the end of the day , lmao be happy that this toxic shit is passed outa ur life . It's dead , you got over it . You moved on , you've been working on yourself and are moulded into a better version of you . You feel more like the true you , you realize the fact that you are destined to be at something more better than the past .  Be grateful thar you got a chance to seek this mistake before you got more further....

Growing up , I was very introverted  Had some tough times leading to lots of flooding emotions and pain . I always cried within my space,  nobody would ever know about it .  I always thought that life would get easy when I have someone by my side.  I use to think love is the cure to all the suffering that im going through.  I use to think I'll get lucky when one day someone falls in love with me , never knew why , how , where and whom . Never knew how to know if it's real cus now it seems so contaminated . I think " I love you " is just a phrase you use casually and has nothing too huge to mean. Nobody around me ever understood me nor will the ever do so in future either .  I'm far intellectual,  introspective,  intelligent than the ordinary I see around me . I tell this because  I think people are fool , stupid and dumb ass  today I'll tell you what a relation is Every relationship like friendship,  parenthood,  marriage,...

29/6/23 Putting out comments in haste is a terrible act .  8/08/2023 At this moment in life , I'm suffering more than ever before but I'm also stronger than before . My faiths got deeper , my trust in God is more than my trust within myself.   I feel like the one who has true faith in goodness will never fear , near blame , never regret but only learn , heal and enlighten  oneself about this glory of universe.   Myself,  huh I'm a mess , everytime I encourage bad situations I'd run into bad thoughts n thts where I probably went wrong all times , most times .  Here im happy that I finally got these thoughts in my mind of no more worrying about the future,  no more feeling sorry , guilt and broken . I'm here extremely gifted with abundance of strength to reach my home which is far destined . Somewhere some place which I always saw in fairytales and pictured in my mind . I feel loved when I talk this way to myself.  I feel blessed when I fe...